Emails and IMs

My Notifications say I have new messages, but I never get them. Is this just a problem I have or do others have this issue as well? I always return messages unless I am not allowed to and will never i_ Maryjane:No idead how to interact in a profesional environment.(8 May 2019) Maryjane:My mind was just praking [...]
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Carolin:
I feel so stuck and depressed because I miss him.
(10 May 2019)

Carolin:
I already told him the last time we saw each other that I still had strong feelings.
(10 May 2019)

Carolin:
I just want him back but I don't know what to do.
(10 May 2019)

Carolin:
I'm mad at him because he never reached out and because he put me through hell with the mixed signals and the breakup.
(10 May 2019)

Carolin:
I just don't know what to do because as the days go by I feel sadder and hurt.
(10 May 2019)

Carolin:
I've kept my distance because I thought he needed space and I don't want to be desperate and chase him because then he'll never want me.
(10 May 2019)

Carolin:
He said he hoped we'd end up together eventually and that we'd hang out more in May (after school ended in April) but he hasn't reached out to me at all.
(10 May 2019)

Carolin:
He said he cared about me but was still confused about his feelings.
(10 May 2019)

Carolin:
A week later he apologized and asked to meet up and we did but we just caught up and he didn't talk about getting back together but I told him I still had feelings for him.
(10 May 2019)

Carolin:
My ex broke up with me two months ago because he said he was confused about what he was feeling and said he felt like he wasn't able to fall in love with me.
(10 May 2019)