At 3am I cannot lie to myself

I woke up crying tonightToo many emotions I’m unable to surpress during a REM cycle I guessI’m lonely and tired and I’ve bottled up so much that it’s now spilling out at 3amI miss the connection with_ Cindi:I feel so weird about the situation.(16 March 2019) Cindi:He told one of our other best friends and she told [...]
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Sheron:
Saw my bro I didn't know he was there.
(16 March 2019)

Beatris:
And also to see if the story matches between the two.
(16 March 2019)

Beatris:
I'm thinking of talking to him first to set the record straight with him and I before I talk to her and see if he can be man enough to own up to what he said.
(16 March 2019)

Beatris:
So how should I confront this problem?
(16 March 2019)

Beatris:
Anyways i just think it's fake for him to be talking bad about me behind my back to her when I thought that we were cool.
(16 March 2019)

Beatris:
I've noticed he was acting shady but i like to be the bigger person and brush things off like that.
(16 March 2019)

Beatris:
Now the thing is I know the guy and we have always gotten along until recently when I started dating this girl.
(16 March 2019)

Beatris:
The other night she tells me that they had a long talk about how he doesnt approve us dating.
(16 March 2019)

Beatris:
She has a sister who has boyfriend that's pretty close to her.
(16 March 2019)

Beatris:
Ok to keep this short I've starting dating this girl for about 2 months now.
(16 March 2019)