It’s All About The Booty

It’s All About The Booty_ Thu:But during this second year of doing this, things don’t seem to go a smoothly as the previous year.(24 January 2018) Thu:The first year I did it, things seem to go very well for the most part.(24 January 2018) Thu:I did many types of activities, whether it be reading to them, playing games, [...]
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Fatimah:
I just don't get it, he keeps telling my parents that he's blown away by my talent yet never approaches me.
(22 January 2018)

Fatimah:
I also feel like he doesn't like me as much as the other students because he doesn't make the slightest effort to get to know me even though he always interacts with the others.
(22 January 2018)

Fatimah:
When he praises my work i feel so confident but when he points out my mistakes i immediately feel like the stupidest person on earth.
(22 January 2018)

Fatimah:
His opinion matters so much to me that i feel like if he doesn't validate me I'm worthless.
(22 January 2018)

Fatimah:
Ever since i realised my feelings for him my participation in class has declined because i feel this constant pressure to be perfect and when my last essay received relatively negative comments it has seriously impacted my self esteem.
(22 January 2018)

Fatimah:
Despite all of that, i also am aware that this will lead to nowhere and don't have false expectations.
(22 January 2018)

Fatimah:
Even raising his eyebrows while talking seems like such an intelligent act.
(22 January 2018)

Fatimah:
Everything he does seems fascinating to me.
(22 January 2018)

Fatimah:
I just get blown away by the way he articulates his thoughts, his choice of words, the way he reads poetry (getting fully immersed into it), his serious and mature character etc.
(22 January 2018)

Fatimah:
And since i am a very skilful writer (sth that he also pointed out) i just feel like this enhances the admiration i have for him.
(22 January 2018)