Semblance Of Indifference

I want to be nonchalant.I want to act like It matters not.Like I am calmWhen I have so manyRacing turbulent thoughts.I want to give nothing away.To have my feelings stayHidden from himOr anyone else W_ Hildegarde:Outside issues always seemed to break us down and cause us to take out our anger on eachother.(4 August 2017) Jade:Is this [...]
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Malia:
Eye contact with girl at gym?
(7 August 2017)

Malia:
I'm thinking of approaching her saying something like hey I'm ..... I figured I'd introduce myself since we always make weird eye contact.
(7 August 2017)

Malia:
Does that mean that's her boyfriend?
(7 August 2017)

Malia:
The dude worked out with her friend for a bit first then worked out with her the rest of the time.
(7 August 2017)

Malia:
She works there and usually she's alone but today she was with her friend and another dude.
(7 August 2017)

Malia:
There's always these weird eye contacts where I look to my side when I finish a set and i catch her looking at me and then we both quickly look away.
(7 August 2017)

Malia:
Hi, so recently at the gym this girl is working out usually when I work out.
(7 August 2017)

Agatha:
Am I pregnant? Possibly? Or is it just in my head?
(7 August 2017)

Agatha:
I m just so confused and would love to know if I m actually pregnant or NOT.
(7 August 2017)

Agatha:
But I m 18 days LATE for my period (never happens) and no sign that I m going to start soon.
(7 August 2017)