Relationship need

M Jeremy just a nice guy looking for a nice girl start nice relationship with. live in leon iowa been here almost 2 weeks I am originally from Manhattan New York also Italian and I like to cook Italian food from scratch I also like to draw listen to music all kinds I like women [...]
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Caren:
Maybe after a year he will have found someone?
(28 December 2016)

Caren:
Even if I get therapy he still might not want me back.
(28 December 2016)

Caren:
Does that mean he wants me back?
(28 December 2016)

Caren:
He wanted no contact until then, but he's texted me a couple of times.
(28 December 2016)

Caren:
That in a year I could contact him and we could meet irl, if I had improved.
(28 December 2016)

Caren:
He told me he was willing to give our relationship another try if I got healthy and got lots of therapy.
(28 December 2016)

Caren:
He told me it was only a temporary break up.
(28 December 2016)

Caren:
But here's the point that relates to my question.
(28 December 2016)

Caren:
I truly imagined myself growing old with him.
(28 December 2016)

Caren:
At times I was a sweet loving girlfriend and at times a jealous depressed awful one.
(28 December 2016)