Mature attractive guy needs help with bucketlist

Have a bucket list. My lady of many years will have no part of it, please help. I’ve been with the same woman 25 years. Sex life is very vanilla. Here’s what I crave. I’m in search of an attractive mature woman that has always wondered what it would be like to have a good [...]
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Hassie:
If he gets us kicked out we will be on the streets.
(12 December 2016)

Hassie:
I keep telling him not to but he doesn t care he is going to get us kicked out and we are here on a section 8 caught bc we can t afford to pay full price for rent at the moment.
(12 December 2016)

Hassie:
He promised he would but of course sill doesn t because he s immature.
(12 December 2016)

Hassie:
He smokes all day long on out porch but the managers already came knocking telling us that this is a completely none smoking property an he has to walk off the property to smoke.
(12 December 2016)

Hassie:
We just moved into a new apartment Which we both love but didn t know it was completely none smoking.
(12 December 2016)

Hassie:
I ve tried to get him to quit smoking bc I hate it and he s promised me time and time again he would but fails now he doesn t even try.
(12 December 2016)

Hassie:
My husband is a good man but 7 years my elder at 26 is immature at times.
(12 December 2016)

Rolanda:
Is it wrong to love a White woman if I am not White?
(12 December 2016)

Rolanda:
But we also have our intimate moments.
(12 December 2016)

Rolanda:
It is not that our relationship is perfect and we love to fight etc.
(12 December 2016)