LIKE HE JUST MOVED IN ONE DAY AND IT WAS AWKWARD FOR A WHILE

These emails make my week/month/year. They give me the fuel to keep writing, creating and being a voice that other women can relate to. Avoiding alcohol in the summer is easy for me. Armed with my favourite red lipstick and some sick finger waves, I was feeling myself that night._ Jeanie:But how do I know if [...]
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Malissa:
I genuinely do try to make an effort, but either make absolutely no effort subconsciously, play mind games, etc.
(15 December 2016)

Malissa:
People constantly think it's weird that I haven't dated anyone considering the fact that I have many positive attributes.
(15 December 2016)

Malissa:
I really don't trust other people that much.
(15 December 2016)

Malissa:
Guys are initially extremely intrigued by me but then I will push them away as much as I can.
(15 December 2016)

Malissa:
I have many casual friends but only 2 that I'm close to.
(15 December 2016)

Malissa:
I can't get very close to people.
(15 December 2016)

Malissa:
I was molested when I was 10, again at 14, again at 14, and then raped at 15. I'm not sure exactly what's wrong with me.
(15 December 2016)

Lia:
I just don't feel happy about anything anymore if he's not with me.
(15 December 2016)

Lia:
I really love him and he really loves me.
(15 December 2016)

Lia:
Im still in college but I was thinking of going to college in Alaska.
(15 December 2016)