Just the right one, All we need is a spark

Hello all. I have tried dating sites and no luck. So I thought to put something online here. I guess I am at the point to give up all together. I am looking for someone early 30s to early 40s. White single normal fun female. I like many things to keep me busy. Cards baseball [...]
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Ginger:
There has actually only been 1 person who's told me he doesn't seem to care for me like I do.
(26 November 2016)

Ginger:
I don't know why he's telling me this since we haven't really talked about relationships or even about liking one another.
(26 November 2016)

Ginger:
Meaning I'm messing with his heart.
(26 November 2016)

Ginger:
He also likes to tell me that I'm playing games with him.
(26 November 2016)

Ginger:
When he's drunk he likes tell me how pretty I am, we've actually made out and we've even had sex a couple of times.
(26 November 2016)

Ginger:
But him drunk is totally completely different story.
(26 November 2016)

Ginger:
Him sober also involves him ignoring my texts, always calls me to know where my roommate is (I'm in college and he's friends with her if that matters) and never really wants to hangout unless it's with other people.
(26 November 2016)

Ginger:
Him sober involves him acting like a friend who occasionally flirts but not a lot.
(26 November 2016)

Ginger:
Him sober is different from him drunk.
(26 November 2016)

Merna:
I screwed up ..what should I do?
(26 November 2016)